Moving on

Today I am dealing with old memories and seeing how new events trigger them.  Here I am feeling pretty cool about my life and then one thing happens and I go hurtling back to a state where I feel powerless.  A feeling comes over me that discredits all the facts and takes me back to a place that I no longer want to be.   How does it make me feel?  In the moment angry in the moment enraged.  All that masks the feelings that I am hurt, hurting for a long time from an old wound that I never confronted.   It is time now to acknowledge, confront, reconcile and move on. 

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