Today I am dealing with old memories and seeing how new events trigger them. Here I am feeling pretty cool about my life and then one thing happens and I go hurtling back to a state where I feel powerless. A feeling comes over me that discredits all the facts and takes me back to a place that I no longer want to be. How does it make me feel? In the moment angry in the moment enraged. All that masks the feelings that I am hurt, hurting for a long time from an old wound that I never confronted. It is time now to acknowledge, confront, reconcile and move on.